I am in a bad mood today. I just am. I dreamed last night about reading the book, "Alexander and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day." I must have internalized it more than I should have. I hate feeling like this. I hate all of the thoughts that I have running through my head. I wish it was more socially acceptable to stop mid stride and throw myself on the ground and kick and scream until I could look up through my tears and realize that a cookie could fix it all. I realize that I can't do that at age 27 like I could at age 1. I still wonder if it would help. If things don't look up soon, I'll let you know if it does.
I'm in such a bad mood that even M&Ms and Diet Pepsi don't sound good...it might be time to alert the authorities.
9 years ago
5 comments:
Carolynn Jane, I'm so sorry you're in a bad mood. Maybe you should throw a fit, cry if you want, kick & scream. Why not? You definitely should finish it w/ a cookie. Of course, you may get some strange looks if you do it on the sidewalk, but at your own house it would be perfectly acceptable.
Maybe you should try doing what Alex does when he is mad. He bangs his head on the nearest available surface, floor, door, table, etc. I hope you get feeling better no matter what you decide!
Carolynn, I'm so sorry to hear that you were having a bad day. It's been a couple of days so I hope you're doing better. Did you throw that fit? :D
It is nice to know that you can write what you feel. I think that temper tantrums come in all shapes, sizes, and kinds. Somedays you just need to throw one and see if it does make you feel better.... If you need a little "Happy"... call on Brylee and she will be able to fix it hopefully with a laugh and smile. I love you sis!!! Hang in there!!!
Thanks girls for your comments. Life is interesting, isn't it? I guess it's all about hanging in there even when you don't want to.
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